I'm writing here because I need some help & advice. I'm going to see the Wilhelm Gustloff in a little bit, But as a member, I must be honest. Even though I'm going to enjoy watch her, I'm also going to dark, hateful, hostile, & vengeful about the tragedy. I need.... Want to how to avoidful this? I'm not the kind of person that let things go easily. I carry a burden that I don't want to let go. I do HATE Soviets as much as I HATE scrap merchant. These two smilies will show my feelings
. I'm also not the kind of man who cares much. But this is one of those times that I do care. Please, if anyone cares, tell me what I must do, so I don't end up doing something I'll regret, or hurt me or the Society. I would also would like to know what will happen to me if I can't let go of all this hate, resentment & even bitterness. Please, I beg of you. Now, I reduce myself to begging & with that, I must go, But I welcome any comments on help & advice.
Tyler Joshua Frederick
PS. Forgive me, & forgive for resorting to begging.